I believe that the 2020s will be amazing. I know that with a world pandemic, political unrest, and all the other messed up sh*t that’s been happening, people tend to think the worst of what’s going on.
If you read tarot, you could probably agree that the US (and the world, for that matter) is going through a major “tower moment,” and if you know anything about astrology, you have known that 2020 was going to be a difficult year… but with every difficult time, good comes after. With the tower, then comes the star, and the stars in the sky always change. I have felt in my heart that this decade will be beautiful. I believe there will be major change– to me personally and to the entire world.
I have definitely had moments where I was upset about my current situation, having just graduated college and failing to secure a stable job (even amid a pandemic), but this year has taught me a lot about myself. I realized I do not want to take the traditional route to doing things.
That being said, this “non-traditional” way of thinking and being has never really scared me until recently. How do I plan on supporting myself going this way? What if I don’t succeed, ever? While I know in my heart that things are going to work out, and I will live the life I plan to live, being in the moment without any institution sort of guiding me, scares me.
I think I have a lack of direction. I have all these ideas and all these goals and dreams, that I have a hard time picking one and just running with it. That’s kind of what I want this blog to be about. My journey, what I’m interested in, and whatever else.
This blog is probably going to be all over the place and I’m okay with that, even if the only person reading is my future self.